I dont know, but.. I cant label the Delena scene “romantic”
Let me exhale first with how Elena learned to manage the loss of her parents in the beginning of this whole epic-love triangle-turned-selfish-worst decision at best-story. I cant, I just really..cant take it.
In every good, but most of the time, worse situation I see, in every shiny, shimmering, splendid or heart devastating scenario I encounter, even just for 60 seconds, I tried to put my feet on people’s shoes. Then I can feel it, though sometimes barely, but still, I feel it. I feel them. Thus, I felt the grieve on Elena’s crooked smile since the day of the accident, I felt the joy when she finally meant the words “Today, I’m okay.”, or the happiness she used to possessed shown on the flashbacks when her parents were still present, the ecstatic feeling of her first times with Stefan, the night and morning she spent with him, her raging anger at Damon, until it slowly turns into confusion. I also felt the pain in Stefan’s body fighting his alter ego who’s making himself believe hes not good enough for Elena. I felt the sorrow in his eyes the time they decided to parted ways. And above all, I had sparks that bursted inside my heart watching their teenage-love conversation one evening on that roof.
And then the season finale left a cliffhanger of Elena being miserably in love with Damon. I.. I cant. Imagine the guy you helped out to have control on everything, a guy you unintentionally changed, just.. try to imagine leaving the guy you dreamt being with during hot summer days, cold nights, and would love to try living a normal life with. Thats him. Stefan.
I get it..you fell for the consistency of Damon bragging to everyone that I-am-and-always-will-be-the-bad-guy but come on.. I, in real life is in love with a bad ass too, you see? It is really possible to be hopelessly in love with Damon. But..you made us ride that Stefan and Elena’s going to end everything happily, but the series suddenly turned our just-married-car-ride into a roller coaster-hybrid-ferris wheel ride. God, why did you help us collect too much hope then break it into pieces using Thor’s hammer all at once, why?
I just hope that the fifth season has a lot to offer than making the good guy locked into a vault thats under the lake without anyone knowing but the great villain. He deserves more than being morphed by the worst character on the show. He even decided to fly away the moment Elena chose Damon over him, and not be sank 10 feet under that cold lake. I know, I am being too much of a “stelena” biased fan but.. okay. For me, I wouldnt let go of the guy who stood by me not only through my ups and downs, but also when he least deserves to be by my side or even just talk to me. I couldnt and I would never let go of someone I feel complete even just by hearing his name or his beautiful face crossing my mind. I wouldnt trade the guy whom I couldnt ask for more with a guy that consumes every part of me each time we’re together. Yes, he might given me chills every now an then, brought out the beast in me instead the best but made me love it. I understand that his package deal difference and the fact that hes never gonna change, not for anyone, not even for me are what make the whole opposite thing sensible but.. I really cant and wont choose Damon over Stefan. Everything I feel on this series either makes me or breaks me. But one thing for sure, they did touch me. And another thing I am sure, there’s nothing like the passion I feel every time I catch the trading glances between Elena and Stefan.
But Elena made it clearer than water, that Damon is the worst choice shes ever made..and that shes in love with him..and shes not sorry. And am just here, slouching on my couch, will impatiently wait for more or less 5 months, to find out what will happen to the most awaited winner Salvatore boyfriend and his official doppelganger girlfriend.
Because you know..no matter what happens or how much you deny, in a real-life love story, youll always expect for happy ending. No matter how complicated, no matter how impossible it may seem, no matter whom you choose, you are going to seek for that bliss whether he isnt or he is by your side. At oftentimes a girl is advised to choose the better guy, but I believe every girl deserves to settle with whomever she feels is the best for her, even if everyone around thinks he’s the worst, or even if he considers himself the worst. Just always remember, when youve finally chosen your love slash your life slash your guy, it’s important to know the answer if your heart is at bliss every time.
